As I begin to feel lost...

As I begin to feel lost today, when someone told me that a recent graduate from SIM, RMIT secured an interview at Cathay Marketing. I was hit. I applied that months ago, and I saw them posting again and again every these few months. It implies that they have not got the right person yet, but I was also not given the chance for the first meet up. I thought what was going wrong, it must have been some flaws in my resume. And I assume, its due to my past experience... People from agencies had called me a few times, and the first question is, "Hi, are you interested to go back to Insurance line again?" After a firm "No" I presented across, they sounded disappointed and replied "ok , thanks". The line went dead next. Why was I desserted? Is it so hard for me to get out of sales oriented jobs? I want a change! And when I tried to grab someone to hear out my frustrations and troubles in this area, no one could offer their time for me... How sad can that be...

As I walked into devastation, I heard a voice within saying," Stop that Huixian. Stop thinking like this. Talk to me then." I think its Father Lord trying to reach out for me. Immediately, I reminded myself, ya, when all humans fail, I still have Him, Father Lord to talk to. He is the only one that is unchanging, since the past, present and in the future. He is always the same!

"Father, I have been out of job for quite a long time. With an upcoming trip nearing, my job hunting chances are lowered. With no outstanding background in my resume, my chances are lowered even further. However, I know you are always there. There for me. I dont know what lies ahead of me. But you have declared its good. For you have went ahead for me. I know your plans are to prosper me. And all negativities are just devil's tricks to pull me down, creating a distance between you and me. But your promise to me is this: “Instead of your shame you shall have double honor”. God wants to give me a double-portion blessing for every trouble I go through! I thank you for that! For reminding me to read the Daily Devotional on NCC's website. It has renewed my faith and I know I am at a higher place. Thank you Lord!"

Happy National Day to Singapore!

This year on Singapore's Birthday, Clar Dear got tickets for me from his cousin's bidding online since 2 months ago! Wow, thanks to them and I got a chance to grab my seats for the first time at Padang! Years ago, I was the first batch of primary 5 students to catch National Day Parade at Kallang Stadium. Man, thats really way back.

And we got David to share the happiness with us along with his newly bought toy. Sony DSLR that costs around $2000 plus in total! Catch the fine photos we got!

Smile Singapore!

Coutesy Lion on action!

Clarence and David, the busy photographer of the night :)

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Choir members from eight different secondary schools.

This is how far you can go with a good DSLR camera. And of course, the knowledge equipped to use it.

Rise to welcome Senior Ministers, Mr Goh Cheok Tong and Mr Lee Kuan Yew.

NDP 2010 was really fun without staying at home to watch the performance. Its really different with experiencing the F 16s flying past above you and colorful blasting of fireworks right before your eyes.

I have witnessed how DSLR can bring fun in photography. But its really an investment for such a hobby and also, its real heavy. My decision still stands with buying a digital camera first before anything else. I am into Lomography now too. I love streets and alleys shots. I wana learn and get a lomo camera soon!

The New Paper Big Walk

I was up at 5am. And followed by Clarence Dear and MJ, who was the last to be up at around 6 plus? Lets begin!



Close to starting point. Clarence's cousin, Lee Min Jie. MJ MJ MJ


And that was me. Like this pic, kind of cool. At least MJ laughed. That was the first time he saw me with such a pose.

We met one of our church mates.Timothy at the back.

Argh, Clarence Dear's friend taken a shot with my eyes closed. (-_-)

The walk wasnt as interesting as I have thought. The goodie bag wasnt that fastastic too. And for the first time we had Burger King breakfast. After the first munch? We still miss Mac Donalds..

Afterwhich we caught "Despicable Me" by Universal Studios. Nice movie that has a better plot than "Toy Story 3". Both are touching but at least "Des" made me watered my eyes. :)

I am looking forward to Thursday's gathering with my Uni friends! oh, and thats tomorrow! Cant wait.. :D

I made my choice

This World Cup 2010.

Support Spain. The new Hero.
Cesc Fabregas from Arsenal and Fernando Torres from Liverpool. ROAR!

Great Disappointment

I thought I should give England another chance after 8 or 12 years. But once again, they deceived me!! Stupid Green...

And there No Czech Republic! No Rosicky then.... Sianz.. What to support manz..

Argentina? Looks good at the moment now. We shall see as the titans surfaced in the coming matches.

Randomly..

Didnt really follow up on my blog postings these days.. One of the reasons is that I do not have many pictures on hand to woo ha about. I am lacking of a good camera.

I like the recent happenings, Iphone 4 launching in Singapore soon. And my boyfriend bought Iphone 3GS as he felt that Iphone 4 will be very expensive.
I hope I will get calls from my new job soon! (Stay hopeful!)

Today is World Cup Kicking first day. Are you ready? I kind of wanna support England, but they are always like loose sands. I am thinking of France and Holland too. Dont really like Brazil and Germany. The big bullies I thought. haha..

Bosco Wong's New EP

Singapore Bosco Wong's fans! Hear out! Here's your chance to grab his new EP with autograph!
Check it out at:

http://www.wongchungchak.com/overseas/viewthread.php?tid=1792