Far far away...

Sadness has hit me sometime ago when I have never invited it.
Frustration grew as I witness the unfairness in this earth. Till speechless caught me as I see my dreams far far away.
My eyes twinkle in the dark with the moonlight piercing through the windows.
A dozen of possibilities had flowed through my little brain each day but each day, the clock tickled cruelly.
And tonight, I know, I made a reconciliation with my friend, her name is Give Up.
My shadow agrees for her to leech on us. And that ends a simple minded me.

Planning in process

In less than a month, we are flying off to Taipei! Now... It's a tiring planning process :)

Nice to c u Bosco!

Great to c such a big poster in town of my fav actor! Bosco Wong I love u!

Can I have some grace?

I am really depressed these days.
The first thing that came to my mind after I woke up for work is "Sigh.. I am going to be scolded again"
Yes. I am always being scolded by my senior.
If my another new colleague was around, the scolding I bear will be lesser.
Thats not a healthy routine isnt it?

People are not patient with me, they scold and scold and scold. You may ask why? Well, its a norm working in a retail bank. Moreover, I am dealing with services, hence, at times, I feel more like working in a complaint department.

Often, I thought, when I was in DBS, I was not so unpopular, not being treated like nothing, like a dirt. When I was schooling, I also do have friends that are males or females.
Unfortunately, now that I am in Citibank, I dont have a close colleague in service department. I only have friends from the sales department.
I miss my best close ex- colleague, Ruby.

That day, we met at our common friend's wedding. We didnt manage to catch up alot. But I will always remember the words she gave me before we part, "I miss you a lot." in chinese. And she is a girl who seldom express her feelings so randomly.

These words have been ringing in my mind, and I kept asking myself where or will there be such a similar person in my office? Where is she?
I used to do almost everything with Ruby, my ex colleague, but now I cant find such person anymore and all I got are scoldings everyday. Am I really such a lousy person? If so, then why do I still have so many good people who treats me well all along?

Can I have more grace?

Hello!

I m trying out this new blogger app that Bebe says in her blog!
So cool! Now I can blog anywhere I like!
This box was bought by Dear Dear, from eastern ocean restaurant. Nice! Yummy. Custard, green tea n I forgot ! Wahaha...
N we prepared our own lanterns, went for a stroll at Chinese Garden.
Seriously, nothing much to see but it's great to go out with fun ppl! :)

I hope n pray that I will always b happy n healthy n this goes the same for my loved ones!
God bless

Amazing Food Trail Race

I am going to have fun out of office, with my colleagues today!
Its a Voice of Employee's program and we chosen to have Amazing Food Trail Race.
My guess is around Bugis, Somerset and to Marina Square.
Where we will end off the day with a sumptous dinner at Fullerton Hotel. All paid for! wahaha...

Excited... honestly, not in the initial. But with participative colleagues, excitement has built up.
I am also looking forward to more interaction and understanding between my colleagues.
Time files. Its my 3rd month at the new job. I wana know my colleagues well and excel in my job!

Over the 2 months at the new post.

When I started my training, I had a group of young and good companions.

Sharifah, my best neighbour in training class.

Amanda the smartest youngest girl I've ever met. And she is already married with a 2 yr old I guess. With her age at now 21 only. Woohoo..

The last day of training, we had nasi lemak treat from our service director.

Thats Alfred the cheeky monitor of our class.

Class ended smoothly and I passed the test. Managed to secure my job then. The next 1 month I struggled to cope in the real busy environment.

Nevertheless, life still has its interesting side. It was my first time to be in cosplay. :) For an event called Zenith.

My Lao Ban in prince costume.

My coach. Always there to look after us and correct our mistakes. A diligent and efficient colleague. Nice to meet her.

Kian Hong, my another bestie at work. I called him Kian in short.

That night, we acted out to be part of Alice in the wonderland story. He is the rabbit while I am the red cards warrior.

The twisted. Red Queen is Leonard my senior coach and Mad Hatter is Yee Sin.

Janice the new senior from Esplanade. A sweet girl.

The most stylo mousie of the night.

Not a very good group shot. There were many group shots actually. Which I do not know where on earth they are now.

Alfred again. If you could compare his face at the beginning of this post to this picture.

He was made to be the Alice.

Grace, my colleague who started at the same time as me.

Winnie, who belongs to 1988.

Evelyn Tan, my another close colleague during training. That night, she was a stepsister in the Shrek's story. Since when that Shrek's plot has a stepsister. So twisted la..

Hui Ling the Jasmine. Closest PB that I will go extra mile for her. I am bias who cares. Wahaha...

And on the last Friday, because our Branch won in CATS awards, we got a huge budget to dine in Ritz Carlton. Azizah my another coach too. I love her chirpy and positive attitude.

With Lao Ban. Precious photo manz. He looks so fatherly here! :)

2 months has passed and things were super challenging at the frontline. It feels like going to a battlefield every morning I wake up.

I am still trying to familiarise with many things in the shortest time as possible. Time starts at 9am and turns to 6pm speedily everyday.

A challenging and fulfilling job. For now, I like it. Lets hope I will continue to like it for long :)



It's hm, slp, work, hm, slp, work, hm, slp, work

I have been waiting in silence, emptily with nothing in the end.
I have got things to do n not that I don't have. But sadly, I only got 24hrs a day, 6 hrs to slp, 9 hrs at work, 2 hrs for traveling. 52 weeks a year, 52 saturdays n Sunday's only, 11 days of ph, 365 days in a year. 80 yrs to live only? So mayb another 55 yrs to live only? How many hrs per lifetime has a person wasted on waiting?
I once read an article, it could be years if u add up all the average waiting times.
In queue for movie, bank services, shopping, even hospitalization. Events show times... Omg... How much is ur bandwidth for waiting for a particular thing?

Good Friday - Zoo

Anybody remembers when was good friday? If I am not mistaken, it was on 22nd April! What a long due post again right? haha... Dont care, I am going to describe my Good Friday 2011!

In fact, pictures were posted on facebook long ago.

Morning, my boyfriend came to make breakfast. Check out his arrival time at my house :o

Thank you my precious :)

Off we went to the Zoo!

The naughty monkey that welcomed us.

First animal of the day!

Otters. So cute arent they?

They will run to the glass pane like not a camera shy.

So cute for the 2 of them.

My cute boy :)

Flamingoes!

Once upon a time, I had bright copper gold hair...

Zebras...

Giraffe! You can never tell from a picture how big were those eyes.

Little ones, toddlers saw the big eyes and started crying.

Lol...

The brave child that went close to feed the giraffe.

Cute trolley to pull the children around in the Zoo.

Jaguar or Leopard?

Roar! Feeding time!

And there was a lesson learnt. Always try to catch the animals during feeding time. Cause other than that, they are usually sleepy and inactive. Boring. You may not find them near the glass pane too.

Deers I suppose.

Pony ride! How I wish to be young kid again.

Rabbits found at the kids corner.

Kids corner! The new established.

Boat ride.

Quite not fancinating...

White tiger! Ever read the papers in the recent months on this tiger that ate a person? Oh...

yes, it was said the person was a cleaner that wanted to commit suicide. Not thinking right at that moment when he jumped into the pool, nearing the tiger.

Oh...

His friend. lol ...

Australian outback :P

Yes, thats the shoe size of a Kangaroo.My boy's shoe size is 7.

The rainforest show :)

Walking over at the top, over our heads.

Nimble huh?

Monkey bar. :)

The guy who acted nasty to destroy rainforest and wanted to raise buildings.

We should always protect our green environment :)

Oh, what bird was that? Beats me.

Little ducklings, so organised. Marking the end of the show. I was so moved when I saw the little ducklings wobbled out. Why? You got to catch the show yourself. :)

Perhaps because, they are so small creatures that are vulnerable and really needs our help to protect them.

Something on the top?

Sunbear.

Reading up the different bears around the world.

Trying to hold it in my hands. A man was laughing at me when I posed for this picture.

What, cannot take such a creative picture meh? lol...

Reptiles.

Kids on the fake tortoise.

Wow, what a sterdy hard shell.

Hello! :)

The iguana? I think close to that.

Now you know how such description comes about.

Golden hair

Back to reptiles family.

Now you spot it.

Now you dont.

wahaha...

Yes the pointed ones are the eyes.

Cute little baby playing while in queue.

The child that eats with sucking all his 5 fingers. Clarence Dear found him interesting and hence took this picture. hahaha.. Like er... why?

The tired boy.

While we were making our way out. Back to home.

The naughty one that refused to be fed. Making a hard time for the zookeeper.

Penny Wee Huixian with a hungry stomach! :P

I love to go Zoo!

And I am glad that my dear knows how to read the map, taking note of the showtimes and feeding times.

I cant do without him because I am a lazy bum to note the timings.

Thank you Dear! I love you!

It was a very Good Friday!

Thank you Jesus!